Katy

Okay, so I've decided that I;m going to post a blog either every few days, or at least 3 times a week. I'm doing this because I'm going against labeling in my high school. The other day I was labeled, and I quote," an emo slut" I didnt cry at school, I really wish I could just stop all these issues. But I can't do it alone. I simply can't. I'm not strong enough a person. That's what kills me though! I think it's totally unfair. How do you explain to a girl or a guy that labeling hurts ...

I always thought that I'd never be good enough for anyone at all. My friend Dustie and I have gotten very very close within the last couple of weeks and I have the greatest fear of losing her. I'm also engaged. Yeah. 17. I'm scared, happy, excited and sometimes I wish that I could make it all go away. Sometimes I wish that I could just simply pass through peices and parts of my life, because I know I won't exactly be missed. My entire life all I have ever wanted to do was to leave my parents for ...